Monthly Archives: December 2011

007-Light Under the Shade-Memoir


CHAPTER SIX Throughout the morning, I’ve been Zombie again. With a few more cups of coffee, the anxieties started to melt away. I’ve actually been at peace for the past three hours or so, knowing that the terror will eventually … Continue reading

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MADE THE MARK. THANK YOU!


Dear Readers, This morning at 5:45 AM, it’s official, we’ve reached the mark, over 100,000 hits since the inception of this blog & website:    Thank you all so much! -JH 

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Because I’m Schizophrenic


17 December 2011 Dear Readers, Just an update, not expecting this post to create any sort of buzz. I would be writing this in my personal journal, but we’ll see, might just post it up on Porcelain Utopia. My own … Continue reading

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006-Light Under the Shade-Memoir


CHAPTER FIVE Sad and upset, I wake up in tears, crying this and that. Last night was a nightmare, and so were my dreams—my dreams were utter nightmares. Proudly, I have succeeded in lowering my caffeine intake, having had only … Continue reading

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005-Light Under the Shade-Memoir


CHAPTER FOUR I don’t need to still be angry. I’m still afraid but, heck no, not angry. I’m afraid of what the outcome will be if I do this, if I do that, or if I don’t do a single … Continue reading

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004-Light Under the Shade-Memoir


CHAPTER THREE Georgie slept a full 15 hours last night and all day, he was a complete zombie. I, however, didn’t feel like a zombie. I felt “zombie.” Coffee wouldn’t cure the no-energy. I’ve been cutting down my coffee and … Continue reading

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003-Light Under the Shade-Memoir


CHAPTER TWO I wake up and Kelly seems to have spoken aright, we’re in a regular house as we slept through the night. Intake procedures were a breeze. As for my “goal’ on the Overall Goal part of the Treatment … Continue reading

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002-Light Under the Shade-Memoir


CHAPTER ONE I find myself on some sort of road trip. I feel like I am in a dream, but I wouldn’t bet my life that it’s a real dream; possibly, my sense of Reality is a little askew at … Continue reading

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001-Light Under the Shade-Memoir


INTRODUCTION I hardly have the strength to begin this work with any formal thesis statement, nor with any kind of cool sly catchy hook. Wanted to introduce you, slowly, to my Porcelain Utopia series, which has not been written in … Continue reading

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The Angel Demon Human Dichotomy


A literary genre that graphically explores such topics as incest and other aberrant sexual practices, mutilation, the sprouting of sexual organs in various places on the human body, urban violence and violence against women, drug use, and highly dysfunctional family relationships, and that is based on the premise that knowledge is to be found at the edge of experience and that the body is the site for gaining knowledge. Continue reading

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